I watched the skeleton competition in a Nyquil-guzzling, cold-induced haze because I wanted to see if Noelle Pikus-Pace placed this Olympics.  Hopefully this won’t be a spoiler for you, but she won silver, which is a huge deal considering that she retired from the sport to build her family and then decided to return to it after an 18-week pregnancy loss, which she spoke about in the mini-bio they ran during the skeleton competition.

I love her for using her platform to speak out about pregnancy loss.  Unfortunately, I can’t find the video they aired where she spoke about not having answers for the loss, but how the loss shaped the athlete now at Sochi.

She’s a really amazing story of having setback after setback in her sport, and I love the message in the New York Times coverage about feeling that bump, thinking her chances were over, pushing on anyway, and getting the silver.

Congratulations, Noelle!

Everyone in this house made me sick.  The ChickieNob contributed her drippy nose and eyes.  (Thanks, sweetie!)  The Wolvog gave me his hacking cough.  (You’re a dear!)  And Josh gave me the aching joints and sleepiness.  (I owe you!)  This was not a week to be sick.  Not that there is ever a week to be sick, but I already lost three work days taking care of other sick people, and now I’ve lost the rest to my own illness and the snow.

Not to be Captain Obvious about it, but I am not happy.

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Oh!  And it’s Valentine’s Day.  Happy Valentine’s Day.  We don’t celebrate Valentine’s Day.  Though I did tell Josh to pick up chocolate hearts for the kids before the snow came.  And then I not so discreetly hinted that I would also love to eat chocolates in bed while we watch the Olympics.  But I only wanted him to get crap chocolates because I don’t want to spend money on the good stuff.

What I love are those boxes that come with the diagram to tell you what is inside every option in the box.  I like the ones that have a raspberry or cherry creme.  I also like various nougats.  I do not like chocolate with more chocolate.  Oh, and I definitely go for the coconut ones first in case someone else tries to take them.  (They don’t.  I seem to be the only person in this house who loves coconut.)  In fact, I am of the “eat the ones you love the most first” because with boxes of chocolate, people tend to leave the crap ones behind instead of saving the best for last.

Do you eat the best chocolate choices first or last?  And which one is your favourite choice?

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And now the blogs…

But first, second helpings of the posts that appeared in the open comment thread last week.  In order to read the description before clicking over, please return to the open thread:

• “What IF Has Taught Me…” (Serenity in Chaos)
• “Happily Ever After… Or Not?” (The Road Less Travelled)

Okay, now my choices this week.

An interesting debate is taking place on The Road Less Travelled about using the phrase, “I can’t imagine.”  Is it hurtful or helpful or something in between?  The answers have been as interesting as the post itself.

Inconceivable has a post about Harry Potter that bypasses JK Rowling’s statements this week and points out a much less realistic line in the book.  I’m not going to say what it is because if you haven’t read the series, clicking over to this post will ruin it.  But if you have read the series, you should definitely hear her thoughts on scars.

Lastly, Nuts in May’s post about the dinosaurs she grew up with and the one she found in her house right now is brilliant.  It is one of the best things I’ve ever read.  I just really wish she didn’t have to write it at all.

The roundup to the Roundup:  I am sick.  How do you eat your chocolates?  And lots of great posts to read.  So what did you find this week?  Please use a permalink to the blog post (written between February 7th and February 14th) and not the blog’s main url. Not understanding why I’m asking you what you found this week?  Read the original open thread post here.

A few years ago, I got a friend request on Facebook from a blogger.  When I looked at our mutual friends, I saw my cousin’s name pop up on her list.  I wrote the blogger to ask how they knew each other, and she wrote me back that she had just written Tam to ask how we knew each other.  And the world became a little smaller.

I’m sure there have been strange overlaps prior to this point.  Connections that we didn’t know existed between two people and a mutual third.  But Facebook spelled it out: it’s a small world.  Honestly, the smallness of it isn’t always comfortable.

Image: Michael Mol via Flickr

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Yesterday, I was editing a post on BlogHer, a cautionary tale on using images on your blog. (Uh, if you haven’t read what happened to this blogger, you really should.  Because I see illegally used images on your blogs all the time when I’m reading.  Please be careful.  And kind.)  I squinted at the name of the artist whose image had been stolen: Marian Osher.  She was my childhood art teacher.

I used to take art classes in her basement, carrying my supplies in an orange Nike box.

I think of her studio every time I see a kneaded eraser.

I followed the writer’s link to Marian’s website, and contacted her via email to send her a much belated thank you note for those childhood art classes.  It had been over 30 years since I first walked down her basement steps.  Isn’t that crazy?  To suddenly see her name pop up in a BlogHer article?

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One time, I was standing at a BlogHer party (yes, I went into Sparklecorn for a whole 10 minutes!) when a woman came up to me and said, “you look so familiar.”  We started playing Jewish geography, and it turned out that we had gone to sleepaway camp together.  Our cabins had been next to one another.  I once kicked her soccer ball down the hill on purpose.

Ooops.

We reconnected and have been friends since. (Hi, Jodi!)

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A man started following me on Twitter a few months ago.  He came over from a tech post that I wrote for an online magazine, and he effusively tweeted how much he loved it.  I recognized him immediately: he was the husband of a woman I haven’t seen or spoken to in over 10 years because she is pure evil.  Like totally distilled, absolutely pure evil.  He clearly had no clue who I was or that I had ever crossed paths with his evil wife.  Did I mention that she’s evil?

On the other hand, many years ago, a woman started following me on Twitter, and she turned out to be a long-lost high school friend who hadn’t recognize me at first.  I only knew who she was because she had an unusual name.  We ended up meeting for tapas and catching up.

So it works both ways.

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What is the point of all of this?  Nothing except to marvel at the way connections unravel from a yarn web.  We all have stories like this from social media.  What is yours?

cross-posted on BlogHer

Don’t read this post if you haven’t finished the Hunger Games series or if you plan on ever reading it.  Spoilers abound…

So I finished Mockingjay.  It didn’t pick up for me until Boggs. (I’m trying to be discreet in case people haven’t clicked away yet and are reading this first line.  I really don’t want to spoil the books for anyone.)  The first 3/4ths of the book were a little dreary; too dreary.  And while some of the twists were good, they didn’t lasso my attention.  I devoured Catching Fire, but I meandered slowly through Mockingjay.

Until that end.

I thought there were bits of sloppy storytelling up until that point; places where I wanted Collins to — apologies for using this cliche — show instead of tell.  Especially when Katniss literally was the girl on fire; I thought it was a cheap exit out of the problem of confronting Snow.  But that lack of confrontation led to the greater moment with Coin.  And I LOVED that.  I loved that she shot Coin.  That she had one arrow and she took out the greater evil.  Because while Snow was evil, he at least was upfront in his evilness.  Coin was evil disguised as good, and that, to me, is a worse kind of evil.  I have a special dislike for people like that.

But what I loved at the end, and what was really a running theme through all three books, is this idea of other people holding the truth.  That there are facts that you want, but other people have them, and sometimes they will give it to you and sometimes they won’t.  And sometimes they can and sometimes they can’t.  Snow manipulates and inverts Peeta’s thoughts. Whole districts are wiped out and with them, the collective memories.  And in the very end, it comes down to Katniss not knowing who killed Prim.  And Gale — unable or unwilling — to tell her whether or not he was involved.

But I mostly connected to this idea of the memory book that Katniss, Peeta, and Haymitch create at the very end; to remember all the people they knew on this earth.  To collect those stories and put them down on paper so others could have them in the future.  They are consistently the only three characters who willingly give others the truth, so it’s fitting that in the end, they are the three who will keep providing that for generations in the future.

I’ve been a little manic working on my family tree.  There are these names out there, and they’re unreachable.  And on one hand, what does it matter?  How will my world change if I know the name of a great-aunt who was killed in Auschwitz?  But I have this handwritten note from an aunt who died years ago, telling me that this couple had a little girl who was lost in the camps.  And how can I not be consumed trying to count her so she isn’t forgotten years from now?  It feels like every few generations, tides of people slip off the earth, out of records and out of memories.  And while that may be fine for other families, I don’t want that to happen in mine.  So I’ve been a little consumed.  A lot consumed.  I think about these missing names from the family tree when I’m supposed to be sleeping.

So it was fitting to read that end of Mockingjay when I’m in my own space of trying to ferret out the facts.  Sometimes, they’re not knowable, as is perhaps the case of Prim’s end.  But many times they are, such as the case of remembering those that existed.

I’ve been fairly effusive about the game Hay Day. (You probably haven’t noticed.  I’ve only mentioned it about 14 times in the last 6 weeks.)  The reason is that it’s a bit like running a business without any of the risk.  I get to feel like the most successful farmer of all time without needing to invest any real money.  It’s a game of strategy: what should I buy and what should I make in order to make the most money?  I am really fucking good at it.

If only “virtual farmer” was a coveted resume skill.

So I cracked up reading Oliver Emberton’s tongue-in-cheek strategy guide to real life, treating our daily existence like a virtual game a la Hay Day.  Except that buried underneath the humour is a really important idea that catapults people in both virtual games and actual life goals, and that is the point that success is deeply tied to an ability to manage your time wisely.  That time — not money, not popsicles (which sell for $352 for only 3 hours of work!), not talent or skill or education or who you know — is the most important resource to manage.

Emberton writes,

You might not realise, but real life is a game of strategy. There are some fun mini-games – like dancing, driving, running, and sex – but the key to winning is simply managing your resources.

Most importantly, successful players put their time into the right things. Later in the game money comes into play, but your top priority should always be mastering where your time goes.

It rings true that the ability to level up is using your time well.  That you level up in life faster not by forcing yourself into productivity, but in also leaving yourself time to dream and relax and have fun.  That using your time well doesn’t mean not wasting one minute.  It means finding that balance between work and play.  Between depleting and recharging.  Between the yeses and noes.

In Outliers, Malcolm Gladwell outlines his 10,000 rule, which is that in order to be successful, you need to dedicate 10,000 hours of what amounts to practice time to hit the top of your game.  He’s talking about lasting success.  Sure, there are flukes, where someone has been doing something for 30 hours and suddenly finds themselves with heaps of attention.  But the problem is that sort of success is not lasting success, and it can’t be recreated or sustained.  It’s the difference between having a viral post and having constant blog traffic.  I’m sure most of us would opt for the latter since it’s sustainable.  But according to Gladwell, the only way you get there is to plod along, hour after hour.

And the way you log those 10,000 hours is to say no.  A lot.

I am not the best no-sayer in the world.  I tend to say yes and kick myself a lot.  It is really hard to say no, mostly because I know how it feels to be on the receiving end of a no (or even worse, a lack of answer) and it feels like crap.  So I don’t want to make anyone else feel like crap.  But the problem with saying yes is that I’m dedicating myself towards someone else’s goals and not my own.  And that’s fine on a small basis, it’s necessary if we want to live in communities.  But I find myself getting into states where I’m not getting my own work done because I’m too busy doing someone else’s (or something that is beneficial to someone else, but not to me).  It’s one thing when it’s for the twins or Josh.  It’s another when it’s for a company that is looking for free publicity.

I’ve decided to start looking at life as I do virtual games.  Looking at the time I’ve collected, the resources I have, the work that still needs to get done, and my energy levels.  And saying yes or no accordingly.  Even though I’m really terrible at saying no.  I wish they would teach that in school: how to say no and not feel a gnawing sense of guilt that eats up your time anyway.

Are you good at saying no?  How do you do it without feeling guilty?